``Hello Again;; Will

[``Buffy Summers]

Did you see that I was hurt?
Did you know that you had left me crying there?

Now I'm holding all your words close
'Till you feel this pain too.
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Buffy heaved a soft sigh as she looked at herself in the floor length mirror in her dorm room. She decided that Alex was right, she needed to get out and back to normal. But looking at herself in the mirror at an outfit she used to be so fond of...it just didn't feel the same anymore. She managed a smile as she stepped away to work on her hair, only to decide after much thought to straighten it and put it up. Buffy had never been one to take a long time to get ready, especially not when she was just going out alone for a bit to eat. So after changing again, she decided that this outfit was one she could work with. A simple black corset top adorned her torso, along with a light jacket. She put on her white A&F shorts-that were so short they made her laugh when she looked at herself- and a pair of heels with some knit leg warmers on. It wasn't freezing outside, but it was warm enough for her to decide she didn't want to wear her jacket once she was out of her car and walking around. Mostly Buffy wandered about, unsure of where exactly she wanted to eat, and soon found herself just walking through town looking at the different shops. It didn't occur to her until the third time that it happened that guys were actually smiling at her...and not to be polite either. And for some reason, instead of feeling happy with their smiles, she seemed to find it odd. Well how would you expect her to react after two years of being with one guy and ignoring those glances toward you? She was quite lost in her thoughts as she wandered about, no longer paying attention to who she passed or the people around her. Which caused her to bump into someone. "Oh, I'm sorry." She said as she looked up and then took a half step back after noticing who she'd bumped into. Someone she hadn't planned on talking too, or seeing for quite a long time; William.

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Statz;; Done
Tagz;; William Bently
Tunez;; N/A
Notez;; This should be intersting....lol
Outfit;;Clicky
Lyrics;; Sweet Revenge -- Barlow Girl

[William Bently]

I CANT SEEM TO FACE THE TRUTH

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Im just a little to not over you.[/color][/font]
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William walked in the square not far from his new school after living down the street from it forever he was finally at the school. And now after pinning to be there for years he didnt even want to be there. It held so many skeltons, there were good and bad memories attatched to it. He and Buffy had been through so much and it was werid not seeing her and talking to her everyday. He really wanted to talk to her hell even see her but she was gone. She had gone home to finish school and that was because of him he felt so horrible about that he didnt know what else to do. As he was watching all the couples in the square he felt a little sick to his stomache. Since he wasent paying attention to the people around him he felt someone crash into him and he wrapped his arms around them so they wouldent fall. He realized he regoinzed this body it was Buffy He put her down gently and then let go trying not to hold on to tight. He took a step back she looked gorgeous she was like a vison. "Thats ok" He said with a smile "Hello Buff" He said trying not to freak out, she was here but she was supposed to be at home! He thought to himself as she straighned herself out

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[/b]; 235
tag; Buffy
Outfit Clicky!
song; Hallejuiah,, Paramore
credits; template - becca.x of caution A little to not over you,, Paramore for the lyrics.
notes;Whoo im excited this is going to be fun!
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[``Buffy Summers]

Did you see that I was hurt?
Did you know that you had left me crying there?

Now I'm holding all your words close
'Till you feel this pain too.
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Buffy didn't know what to do, the first reaction that flashed through her mind was not to panic. But how do you not panic when you bump into the one person you planned on never seeing again? She didn't know what to do, or say; but felt that it'd be a little too rude to not say hello after he did. "Hey Will." She said, managing a half smile. It was hard to stay calm and collected when part of her wanted to be angry, and another part of her was swooning at the sight of him. She couldn't help but notice that he looked great, and smelled a,mazing; but though were things she didn't want to notice as of right then. Buffy cleared her throat slightly as she looked about, not knowing what else she could say. it felt so odd running into him, and being speechless; she used to be very talkative when she bumped into people. While searching in her mind for something she raised a brow, now directing her gaze at him. "So, what're you doing back here?" The way the words came out of her mouth it may have seemed that she was slightly frustrated, but she was just a little unsure of how to react and what to say.

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Statz;; Done
Tagz;; William Bently
Tunez;; N/A
Notez;; Yeah, you can bet on that much..lol
Outfit;;Clicky
Lyrics;; Sweet Revenge -- Barlow Girl

[William Bently]

I CANT SEEM TO FACE THE TRUTH

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Im just a little to not over you.[/color][/font]
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Will smiled as she said hello to him, he looked her up and down she looked amazing with her short shorts and corset top. His eyes trailed her up and down. Trying not to be too obvious. She still looked as amazing as she did the last time he saw he before he took off for italy. He wasent sure what would come of this but he hoped that they could get back together.

He knew she was really mad at him and she had every right to be he left her at the alter he just bolted took off he never wanted to come back to coloardo but he heard she had left so he decided he would get a great education at Haydens. He was shocked that she wasent already screaming at him. He looked her into the eyes and smiled he raised an eyebrow "I came back from italy about two weeks ago, I happen to go to Hayden Acadmey now but the only reason I came back was because you had gone home. I feel so bad about what happened and I know you have no reason to believe me or forgive me but I neve wanted to cause you anymore pain then I already caused" He said with a small frown he never wanted to hurt her again it was horrible the way he treated her and he never wanted to cause her anymore pain
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[/b]; 240
tag; Buffy
song; none watching legally blond
credits; template - becca.x of caution A little to not over you,, David Archuleta for the lyrics.
notes;Sorry it took so long for me to reply i have so much stuff to do latley[/ul]

[``Buffy Summers]

Did you see that I was hurt?
Did you know that you had left me crying there?

Now I'm holding all your words close
'Till you feel this pain too.
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Sure he'd hurt her-more than she'd admit to anyone- but she wasn't one to hold a grudge and would have forgiven him. But what he said seemed to push the wrong button. "Oh my gosh, you only came back because you thought I was gone?" That just frustrated her and she wasn't going to let it go. "Could you be any more of a wimp? What, you couldn't face me? It's not like I would have freaked out at you, but you know I would have made you talk to me so we could get over what happened." The fact that he came back thinking she wasn't there was what bugged her. Why couldn't he come back if she was there? Worst of all was the fact that she was now angry, and was ending up making a scene; not what she wanted. Buffy rubbed her forehead as she shook her head. "If it had been me to leave, I would have at least told you before leaving, and if I hadn't I would have come back and faced you." You'd think she'd leave it at that, but she continued. "It's too late for you to not cause pain. It may be easy for you to go on with your life, but you can't just expect me to be fine after that. And don't tell me you feel bad, because then I'll end up feeling bad for you, and I really don't want to." Buffy was feeling quite frustrated, and annoyed at the fact that their conversation was getting them many odd glances. She wanted to cry, but she hated crying in front of people and held it in as she spoke again. "It's my fault really, I trusted you enough not to break my heart; but you did anyways." She said, quickly wiping away a stray tear that started to fall down her cheek. "I guess people do crazy things when they're in love, but I'm not going to get hurt by you again." It was taking every bit of her courage to talk to him like this. Part of her was screaming at her to apologize and get back with him, but the bigger part of her told her she had done the right thing...... but she wasn't sure which side was right. She couldn't' erase her feelings for him, but she was determined not to let him hurt her, not again.

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Statz;; Done
Tagz;; William Bently
Tunez;; Just a Dream -- Carrie Underwood
Notez;; It's alright. =) Whoa, Buffy's blowing up! XD
Outfit;;Clicky
Lyrics;; Sweet Revenge -- Barlow Girl

[William Bently]

I CANT SEEM TO FACE THE TRUTH

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Im just a little to not over you.[/color][/font]
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William sighed he had never seen her so mad before but he knew he deserved it he had put her through hell and he regretted it more than anything he had ever done in his life. He frowned and shook his head in agreement "Buffy you are completly right. I was wimp for leaving without saying I was going for not talking to you you could always make me see things clearly but things got so messe up. I never meant to hurt you and I know I did and I cant take that back and I know I cant go back in time but if I could I would do everything diffrently I know its too late for us ever being with each other again but I wanted to let you know I go to Hayden acadmey now, Im back and I wont be going anywhere. You are pissed now and I get it but Buffy I cant get you out of my head. Im still 100 percent in love with you and i know you dont want to hear that and I know this will hurt you even more but I wanted you to know the whole truth you still have my heart. I cant let you go and i am willing to fight for you. I wasent before and you got hurt and I know now it doesent make up for it but I am willling I will fight for you no matter what." He said with a small sigh waiting for her blow up he had feeling she might deck him so he prepared himself for it
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[/b]; 271
tag; Buffy
song; None
credits; template - becca.x of caution A little to not over you,, David Archuleta for the lyrics.
notes;OMG Will is in so much tourble dropping a bomb like that but i couldent help it
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[``Buffy Summers]

Did you see that I was hurt?
Did you know that you had left me crying there?

Now I'm holding all your words close
'Till you feel this pain too.
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Buffy was peeved, but she wasn't so rude as to interrupt him as he spoke. She listened to what he said, and only seemed to be more enraged. "Don't, DON'T; tell me that you love me. When you love someone you don't leave them at the fucking alter!" It was very rare for Buffy to use such colorful language, but that was exactly how upset she was. "And if you even think of scaring off any guy that I might be interested in; I will seriously kick you ass." Buffy may have been small, but she like dot be tough and she wasn't afraid to seriously beat the crap out of Will if he so much as harmed one hair on a guy she may've liked's head. The guy that happened to be on her mind as she thought about this was Jake. She knew that if Will even looked at Jake in the wrong way she'd freak out. Not only was her one of her best friends, but she cared for him much more than a normal friend would. "Besides; I think you forfeited your right to have a choice in whom I see when you left." And don't ask her why -because she'd never be able to answer- but she found that after her words her hand raised a she slapped Will across his face. Buffy had never been one to hit someone; in fact this was the first time in her life that she'd ever hit Will. And being that she isn't a bitch, after hitting him -and after it sinking in that she'd hit him- she bit her bottom lip and raised her brows. Just because she wasn't going to let herself love him more than she already did, didn't mean she didn't care about him. She watched as the spot she hit got red and she didn't know what to say. She felt like the biggest jerk in the world. What girl slapped a guy after he told her he loved her, and that she had his heart? A crazy one. "Oh god, Will I'm sorry. I just- I got- I've just been really frustrated, and that just really set me off. I-I never meant to actually hit you." Her voice was filled with actual concern, and her cheeks were turning a sun-kissed pink from the glances they were getting. Trust Buffy to end up pitying the person she was trying to be mad at; all because she hit them. She seriously needed to work on that. But what did he expect; her to hit him and be pissy? No, she wasn't a bitch like that. She'd hit him, and now was apologizing.
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Statz;; Done
Tagz;; William Bently
Tunez;; N/A
Notez;; Dude, she's so not happy now!
Outfit;;Clicky
Lyrics;; Sweet Revenge -- Barlow Girl

[William Bently]

I CANT SEEM TO FACE THE TRUTH

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Im just a little to not over you. [/color][/font]

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Will was shocked when Buffy started yelling she never yelled but there was nothing he could do but back off and he got it. He just had to make her see that he was sorry for what he did to her. "Look Buffy, I know I was the biggest asshole in the world for what I did. I was wrong Im sorry" He said with a a frown he was going to turn to leave when she said he had no right in who she dated and it kinda pissed him off. He knew she was right but he was insanly jealous of any guy she might date he whipped back around to glare at her. "I think the guy who you spent two years with, the person whom you mutally lost you virginty too the person who had told you they still love you might have some interest in who you date" He said with a hiss throwing that sex thing back into her face he knew the minute the words came out of his mouth he would regret them

He then felt her walk up and slap him in the face he knew the second she did he deserved it he was being an asshole and he felt so horrible about it. "Look Buffy dont apolgize thats the least I deserve I have changed so much since I left. Im not the charming flirty guy you feel in love with hes here somewhere but hes not really here anymore. His heart his hidden somewhere with all the happy memories of us together." He said looking down tyring not to look at her he didnt want to cause he anymore pain but he had to try "Buffy I still care so much for you but if theres someone else I will take myself out of the picture and let you be happy with them but I truly believe I am the one for you and your the one for me" He said with a sad half smile trying to not to make her mad again. He placed his hand on his swollen hurt cheek feeling the hand print it left tryign not to think about all the people around them watching

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[/b]; 372
tag; Buffy
song; Just Dance ,, Lady Gaga
credits; template - becca.x of caution A little to not over you,, David Archultafor the lyrics.
notes;Man...they have alot of baggag =)
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[``Buffy Summers]

Did you see that I was hurt?
Did you know that you had left me crying there?

Now I'm holding all your words close
'Till you feel this pain too.
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Buffy stared at Will, her expression on of pure frustration as she glanced about. She so wasn't going to have a discussion like this on the side walk anymore. She rolled her eyes as she looked about, then grabbed Will's arm and led him down one of the empty allyways. She couldnt' deny what he'd said. It was true. Everything Will had said was so true, she just wasn't sure what she could reply to it. "First off, what's wrong with you. I know people know I'm not a fucking virgin; but did you seriously have to add that? Especially when we're arguing in town?" Her brow raised as she questioned him, but then she gave a soft sigh as she continued. "I don't know if there's another guy, honestly. I haven't exactly been partying at all since you left." As much as she didn't want to say this, she knew she had too. "I haven't gone out with anyone since you left, I just this week started to actually hang out with my friends again." She said as she shook her head, then noticed that she still hand his wrist in her hadn. She released it and crossed her arms as she spoke. "And even when I do go out with someone; you can't freak out. It'll make another scene, and I serisouly don't doubt that you'd probably start a fight; something I really don't want to be the reason of." She wanted to elt him know she was oging out this friday with someone, but she didn't want to get him angry.
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Statz;; Done
Tagz;; William Bently
Tunez;; N/A
Notez;; I know, they totally have some serious issues.....gosh this is soo much fun! ^.^
Outfit;;Clicky
Lyrics;; Sweet Revenge -- Barlow Girl

[~Alex Cress~]

I CANT SEEM TO FACE THE TRUTH

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Im just a little to not over you.[/color][/font]
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Will tried not to feel the spark that went up his arm when she dragged him down the ally way. He was a little shocked when she didnt let go right away. She began to start talking and he just let it happen not wanting her to ever let go she had his heart and he didnt know what to do about what he felt. He looked down when she mentioned him talking about them sleeping together in the street and didnt reply he didnt want to be a jerk. He instantly felt bad he didnt want her to be sad and to not to be who she is. He looked at her and frowned softly "Look Buff I didnt mean for you to stop living I really am so sorry for what I did." He said being true trying not to get into what he did while he was gone.

He was instantly sad when she pulled her arm away. It almost felt like a part of him had left. He smirked at her as she asked him not to make a scene. "Look I promise I will play nice with whomever you go out with if you promise me one thing" He said looking deep into her eyes like he hadent done all night as he began to melt. He took a step toward her. He saw her back up. He backed them up till she was leaning against the wall. He raised his hand and placed it on her cheek. He sighed deeply this felt so amazing it was like going home. He looked deeply at her, "Promise that we can try to be friends and that we can try to work this out" He said with a small smile. He leaned forward carressing her cheek. He whispered into her ear "Buffy tell me you still dont feel something between us" He said with an almsot huskey tone. It was almost too much to bear for him to be so close to her and not be able to kiss her or hold her in his arms


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[/b]; 346
tag; Buffy
song; Nails for breakfast,, Panic! at the disco
credits; template - becca.x of caution A little to not over you,, Paramore for the lyrics.
notes;Lol i just couldent help it !! I woner what her reaction will be
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[``Buffy Summers]

Did you see that I was hurt?
Did you know that you had left me crying there?

Now I'm holding all your words close
'Till you feel this pain too.
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Buffy gave a shake of her head as she spoke. "Will, it's not your fault that I closed up. I've always been like that; ask my mom. Any time I got 'hurt' I never left my room; it's one thing I have never grown out of." She said in all honesty. Buffy had always been a very sensitive person, especially as a child, and tended to lock herself in her room whenevr she felt she'd gotten her feelings hurt. This annoyed the hell out of her parents, but she knew they'd gotten over it. She also knew that they'd have freaked out if they learned she'd been staying in her dorm since the almost wedding. As Will spoke she listened, and traised a brow. She felt a knot in her stomach growing as she found herself against a wall, and Will so close to her. It brought so many memories flashing through her mind, ones that she'd been trying to push away while she was talking to him. She bit the inside of her lip when Will placed his hand on her cheek, the feelings she'd been surprseeding longed to be freed inside of her. At his words, she nodded. "It might take a while before we're friends, but I'll do my part in trying to work this out." She managed to get out without her voice cracking, or changing. But it was almost too much to bear when he caressed her sheek and whispered into her ear. She felt her heart speeding up at his words, her skin tingling from the feeling of his breath on her. Part of her longed to just no answer, to just staysilent; but she couldn't. "Will, I-I-" She bit her bottom lip, wishing badly she had something to drink because her throat felt dry. "I'll always feel something between us." As soona s the words were out of her mouth she turned her gaze down. She couldn't look at him because she knew she'd be too weak to resist him. Buffy had never for once -and most likely would never- be able to push away the feelings she had for him. But sh wasn't about to act on them and rush back to be with him either.
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Statz;; Done
Tagz;; William Bently
Tunez;; N/A
Notez;; Oh wow, this is going to be so interesting now..XD
Outfit;;Clicky
Lyrics;; Sweet Revenge -- Barlow Girl

[~Alex Cress~]

I CANT SEEM TO FACE THE TRUTH

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Im just a little to not over you.[/color][/font]
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Will sighed as she told him she had always been like that and he knew it. She had been that way since she was little he knew it used to drive people here crazy but you just have to get used to it its just the way buffy is. He smiled softly at her "I know, That time you got into that fight with your mom about what color your prom dress was going to be you didnt talk to anyone for a week" He was tyring to lighten the mood with their happy memories. "But this time it was my fault and I accept that and I am so sorry" He said with a sad smile

When he had he against the wall he had a mental argument with himself he just meant to remind her what they had been and could be not rush into things like they had before with the wedding and such. He tried not to jump for joy when she gave him a maybe he smiled sweetly "I know that but the maybe was good enough for me for now" He said stressing the last part lettinf her know he wasent going to give her up so easily to another guy. He smiled widly when she told him she would always have feelings for him. He placed a finger under her chin and lifted her face so he could look her in the eyes. He steped a little closer trying to work against all the forces keeping them apart. He sighed and looked down at her. "Buff this is killing me having to be so close to you and not being able to kiss you" He said before leaning in and kissing her softly he saw fireworks before his eyes. He just couldent help it he felt so attracted to her and those feelings just didnt instantly go away. He pulled back and walked to other side of the ally knowing how stupid he was to do that he didnt know what came over him "Buffy I am so sorry I dont know what came over me I-I-I just couldent help it im going to go die in a hole now ok?" He asked as he turned away he felt so ashamed now he knew he had lost her forvever and their was nothing he could do about it.
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[/b]; 397
tag; Buffy
song; Tied together with a smile,,Taylor swift
credits; template - becca.x of caution A little to not over you,, Paramore for the lyrics.
notes;LOL the plot thikens
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[``Buffy Summers]

Did you see that I was hurt?
Did you know that you had left me crying there?

Now I'm holding all your words close
'Till you feel this pain too.
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She couldn't help but give a smile as she shook her head, remembering very well that she lamost missed the prom because of her stubborness. "Yeah, that was lame; but very amusing." Buffy said with a nod, then gave a shrug at his comment; not knowing what else to say' because it was his fault. At his reply she couldn't help but feel flattered. It was always flattering to hear that a guy was fine with their realtionship for now. And even though he'd hurt her, she still felt her heart do some gymnastics in her chest as it always did when he was around. She was tryign to avoid eye contact, but when he lifted her chin and met her gaze she couldn't. And it was at that moment that she forgot any -and all- of her anger toward Will. He had that effect on her; being able to make her forgot her anger when they were so close she could almost feel his heart beating in his chest. Being that close always made her instantly happy; just because she was lcose to him. And even after everything he'd put her through, it still happened. So when he kissed her, she was surprised; but not mad. She'd been wanting to do it, and see if the kiss was still the same. But just as she'd been slightly dreading; it was. She held her breath as she wacthed him walk away, and without much thought she walked over to him. "I can pretend that I don't love you, but don't you think for a second that's it's true." With that said, she knew of only two things that came to her mind. She could either leave, just walk away and see what happens. Or she could do exactly what she decided to do. A moment later, she found herself -even in her heels- standing on her tippy toes to give a soft kiss to Will's lips. She'd be lying if she said she felt nothing, so what else could she do? After a moment, she pulled away and bit her bottom lip as she looked down. "I love you Will, but I'm not ready to make any commitments; not even a simple dating one." She told him honestly. She wanted to just to wait before getting in over her head again.
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Statz;; Done
Tagz;; William Bently
Tunez;; N/A
Notez;; Oh wow, this is going to be so interesting now..XD
Outfit;;Clicky
Lyrics;; Sweet Revenge -- Barlow Girl

[~Alex Cress~]

I CANT SEEM TO FACE THE TRUTH

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Im just a little to not over you.[/color][/font]
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Will walked against the wall. He put his head in his hands he was conflict of things sadness that he might have screwed up everything that was good with them right now. She had told him she was ok with then they could be friends and he had to go and fuck it up by kissing her. He didnt feel all that bad about the kiss it made him so happy he hadent felt her in his hands for so long and he missed it he had missed her so much he didnt want to lose her over something like that. She meant so much more to him then her kisses she was his best friend and he had felt so lost without her.

He was completly speechless but extremly giddy when she walked over and lightyl kissed him. He returend the chaste kiss he hoped this would make things somewhat better and it did. she told him she loved him. His heart melted and he leaned in and gave her a small hug. "I get it, I really hurt you and i understand you cant commit to anything really I understand but as long as I know that you are willing to work at it is enough for me now" He said taking a few steps back. He had thought a crazy one but he thought it might work because she didnt want to kill him "I know you said no comminments but how about have some dinner with me I know im famished from this has been long night" He said with a smile showing her he was serious but there was no strings attached to invatation

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[/b]; 277
tag; Buffy
song; Dont Forget,, Demi Lavato
credits; template - becca.x of caution A little to not over you,, Paramore for the lyrics.
notes;whoo lol i wonder if buffy will say yes?
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